:: g.o.o.d.b.y.e ::

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say, but goodbye

There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye ~Air Supply~
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its over... :( now, i even lost him as my fren...

kadang2 kita terpaksa buat perkara yg kita sendiri tak rela @ mahu..
kadang2 kita kena juga lepaskan orang yg kita sayang pergi...
kadang2 kita lebih memikirkan kepentingan masa depan org lain berbanding dgn diri kita sendiri yang belum tentu kesudahannya.....
kadang2 kita kena buat keputusan yg SANGAT2 melukakan hati kita...

maafkan saya..
saya kena pergi untuk jauh supaya awak boleh 'bangun' semula...